A Lone Goddess

Again something told to me once by a former suitor rings in my head.

"You are beautiful, rare, and unique like an elusive white rhino. Extremely rare to find in the wild and when you are spotted you are only to be enjoyed in your habitat, not possessed. You deserve only to be free."

Every time I come across a good man I tend to hear the same damned things, "you are a good woman, you deserve <insert something they don't think they can give>" or "I will probably hurt you more and you don't deserve that." If I'm such a good woman why can I not get a good man? Why is it the only men who want anything to do with me are the creeps? If I am so damn valuable why does no one see it? As many of my friends notice, I have men throwing themselves at me, but they are not ones of a quality I need or want in my life. The ones who I keep getting are the ones who hear I lost my fiance and go "so want me to come over?" Or who see my friend walk away from me and swoop in and start talking to me, not knowing if I was dating my friend or not. This has actually upset my friends before because they did not like the character of said guy to do that. I don't know if this speaks for the men of my country or if it speaks of my actual value, just a piece of meat for sex nevermind the facts I'm intelligent and a decent partner...

I guess I don't deserve a human partner. I'm just that far above them that they don't even deserve to be in my presence let alone by my side. When I die alone here with not a soul around at least I will get back to my own kind and have my mate there.

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