Musings of a Dragonatrix

Funny how I thought there was going to be a reading about my health. Never mind, my ass got called out by the kola nuts! Lol On Wed, I participated in an IFA consultation. It came back with so many deep and random correlations with many aspects with my life beyond the issue that I had went in for the reading. I have been in deep contemplation over it ever since. I won't get into the full reading, it was three Baba's worth of interpretations of like 6 different verses so it was long and involved. But what the correlations that really stick out I will touch upon and how they interlace: - I am a naturally powerful spiritualist . Yes, this is something I picked up on as a child and have always known. - I am meant to be a diviner, perhaps IFA is calling to me . I don't know about most of the more popular divination techniques as I was not able to develop those despite practice. But I have always been strong in dreams and channeling, as an automatic artist . - I have a natur...

Ne Izi Gar is the Mesopotamian Month of Ghosts per the Nippur calendar. It lasts a whole month at the end of our summer that is devoted to the ancestors, like a Ramadan to the Dead. There appears to be three ways this is celebrated among Sumerian Reconstructionists: honour them once with offerings at the beginning and leave the offerings through the month, honour Inana's descent then rise into the Underworld, or do daily prayers and offerings to the dead. Here is what I did followed by my reflections: I called upon Nehebkau, an Egyptian serpent dragon who guards the gates of the Underworld, delivers food offerings to the dead, and protects against the venom of vipers and scorpions. I asked him to open the gates and make sure the dead got their offerings. The daily work had incense, prayers, shared meals, meditation, etc. to all of the dead. I did not limit it to my own ancestors. I did call to my family to try to bridge gaps that were impassible in life. After weeks of work I sti...

It's odd, but 3 times today when messing with muscle testing I failed the basic "my name is [...]" statement. Instead of my given name passing, when I stated my dragonkin name it passed. I am not myself today; it is a wonder there are conflicts, conflicting feelings between rage and anxiety, blanks in my mental ability, and odd speech patterns... well I'm more myself than the ego. I'm just a mix of the dragon soul presenting and human ego trying to keep control and they are conflicting. I wonder if I'll flip fully which blanks my memory fully or how long it will be until I calm back into full human control again.