Curse of Cain---dra
I saw in a group a well detailed explanation about Cain, his lineage, and his curse. The short version had him existing 17k years ago and having a genetic deformity which makes him devoid of conscience; which made him essentially an animal and unable to understand what he did was wrong. This is why he was spared severe punishment by God. If I remember the thread properly (it is nearly 2a and I'm at work), it said Noah was his descendant, a Cabal, and carrying this defect. Everyone that was saved on the ark was a Cabal as well. The surviving Cabal are supposed to be protected by world leaders, rich, heads of media, businesses, etc. and still carrying this defect.
Now I believe this defect exists because I have several that create the same situation. I have one that gives me lower dopamine receptors (equaling little to no reward feeling for doing good, less enjoyment in life, no enjoyment from food, etc.), one for lower receptors for oxytocin (little love/bonding feeling among familial groups, hugs don't feel good vs not being hugged, satisfaction after orgasm, want for kids, social bonding for friends, etc.), some that lower MAOA (enhances aggression-- flip side, I have some that are normal levels or raise so I am calmer that if I had all low MAOA genes). I actually feel that I am above good and evil, always have. I attenuate this to my spiritual level and to where my soul originates, but hell maybe Cain and his kids got this genetic defect off of my people.
Yes I said HE got it off of MY people. I couldn't possibly be a Cabal because my genetic lineage is older than he is if the 17k claim is correct. My maternal haplogroup, the first woman in my bloodline, comes from 40k years ago in Iraqi region--- Mesopotamian Empire. Maybe I truly am one of the evil people of the world like was claimed when I was a baby, no? Now, where's my money? lol
Now I believe this defect exists because I have several that create the same situation. I have one that gives me lower dopamine receptors (equaling little to no reward feeling for doing good, less enjoyment in life, no enjoyment from food, etc.), one for lower receptors for oxytocin (little love/bonding feeling among familial groups, hugs don't feel good vs not being hugged, satisfaction after orgasm, want for kids, social bonding for friends, etc.), some that lower MAOA (enhances aggression-- flip side, I have some that are normal levels or raise so I am calmer that if I had all low MAOA genes). I actually feel that I am above good and evil, always have. I attenuate this to my spiritual level and to where my soul originates, but hell maybe Cain and his kids got this genetic defect off of my people.
Yes I said HE got it off of MY people. I couldn't possibly be a Cabal because my genetic lineage is older than he is if the 17k claim is correct. My maternal haplogroup, the first woman in my bloodline, comes from 40k years ago in Iraqi region--- Mesopotamian Empire. Maybe I truly am one of the evil people of the world like was claimed when I was a baby, no? Now, where's my money? lol
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