Correlations

More Correlations

Jul 18, '12 10:43 AM for everyone

During the beginner magic class I found a few interesting correlations:

- During the Greco-Roman assignment I saw Typhon and Eris within myself. I had to go with Eris because Typhon did not have a Roman counterpart. http://kashakutatsu.multiply.com/journal/item/53
- My most suited astrological sign is Scorpio, the one that affects my life the hardest down to accurate horoscopes. Classical astrology has Scorpio's planet as Mars, ironically it's Eris's planet as well. It's colour is red.
- During a vodou ritual last Oct, I received a veve of my parent in the vodou tradition. Surprise surprise it's the one evil lwa, Kalfou. His  colour is red, he is the one who hexes (and his children are also adept at hexing), he is a cross road lwa (of the dark side) and he allows the crossing of demons. His brother, Legba (the normal crossroads lwa), is black/red. He belongs to the Ghede family (whose colors are red, black, grey, purple, and brown). He requires human bones for his altars.
- Being of the Ghede family, you do not answer to the universe for anything, there is no karma.

Now for a destructive chaos dragon who revels in causing strife, who has been long convinced she answers to no one, who has not morality based in the causal plane, who has had a life obsession with black/red combo, have this thing for collecting dead things, can control people in purple while looking damn good and who can stop a room when wearing red.... I see no trend here. XD 

Gematira Findings on My Name

Feb 2, '12 3:42 AM for everyone

I was poking around with a gematria calculator and when I did my name these are some of the things that popped up too:

The Fiend
Gothic
Bad Moon
Kill Kill Kill
Lillth
Armageddon
Demiurge
Hate Filled
Volcano
Atheist
Cold Blood
Persian
Black Sheep
Throat
Basilisk
Speaking
Conflict


Now in accordance to gematria, if two words are the same numerically they are the same.  So in this view, I am the same as those words. The part where I can start playing correlations:

Ever since I was a child I have been having dreams and visions of the world ending and most of the time I was in my draconic form. In these dreams and visions I'm often told "you'll drive this", "you are the goddess who'll bring the end times", etc. The dreams may vary in detail, but almost always have me being worshiped by all then somehow bringing about the end of the universe, often having volcanoes involved.

I've also been having thyroid issues (throat) and hard time keeping voice in singing condition.

So if the gematria is correct and I = armageddon, demiurge, and cold blooded .... I will be the dragon goddess who destroys the universe back into the void. Just have to shed this flesh bag and get my real body first... 

numerological findings

Jan 29, '12 4:29 AM for everyone

I was messing around with numerology tonight in an attempt to quell the random acts of violence, which have not proved fruitful in the grander scheme of my job. I have been playing with chaldean numerology and found some amusing things... Sidebar: I found isn't what it claims to be, just a modern knock off of Qabalah (http://www.scribd.com/doc/27349610/Why-Chaldean-Numerology-is-NOT-Chaldean-The-Mystery-Explained)

In one reference area I found the number associations:

11 - ELEVEN

(Vibrations: Psychic, Channel, Ambassador, Master, Alien Encounters, National work including Television and radio.)

The Number of Light. It represents the hidden "Knower." Eleven stands for the self and the Christ-self, and the Higher Self as a polarity within as ONE through embodied in the flesh. Eleven is associated with wisdom, and is existence on the highest plane of intellect and spirituality. Eleven is altruism, community, inspirational, self-understanding, sensitivity, receptivity, artistic, inventive genius, androgynous in attitude, visionary, idealism. In standard Tarot it is Strength - Divine Strength.

22 - TWENTY-TWO

(Vibrations: Founder, Master Builder, International acclaim and work, Structure, Foundation.)

The Master Builder. It stands for redemption and the new order. These letters were held sacred and meaningful, as each one denotes a certain degree of illumination, leading toward the awakening of the Divine Love within. Twenty-two are practical idealism combining the vision of eleven with the added ability to put ideals into practice. It is practical genius, philanthropy, service to mankind, method, routine, systematic, ecology, and love of nature and the earth, visionary.



33 - THIRTY-THREE

(Vibrations: Mysticism, Intergalactic Teacher of Love & Truth, Extraterrestrial, Universal Truths.)

The Teacher of Teachers. Thirty-three are one who is willing to sacrifice self for others even to the point of becoming a martyr to the ideal. 33 reduced is 6, which brings healing with the wisdom from above, this vibration is your "Christ like" vibration, showing and sharing ultimate love, spirituality, and service to mankind. It is mysticism, the psychic, intuition, compassion, counseling, healing, Illumination understanding

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And now for the numbers...

Black = 11
Dragon = 22
Black Dragon = 33 , ALSO in gematria Black dragon = 218

To the Temple of the Black Light "black dragon" is representative of the mother Tiamat and the harbinger of daath through dark gnosis. She, with her horde, will bring the final end to the Universe so it may start again from the pure energy form.

For me, "black dragon" is also me. It's been the form I've seen myself depicted as in dreams and visions my whole life. I embody this image not only in my religious practice as a draconic mage otherkin, but also in how I view life.

I ran the math with the claimed chaldean and the revised one, they were equal. Oddly enough it worked out in the pythagorean one as well....

This slightly corroborates my vision's claim that I am a goddess.