Gematria Correspondences via Narrative

Within Gematria it is said that if two words or phrases equal each other then there are interrelating correspondences. To boil it down, if they equal each other they are the same. Long time ago I had checked my name and came up with a list of words that if you look at them they are slightly disturbing. Looking at them the other day I could not resist putting them into narrative form. They will be listed capitalized in Bold.

A dream I've had since I was a child written to include the words that are within my Gematria correspondences:

Upon the Bad Moon in the dead of night, The Fiend awakens and stretches her winged Basilisk form. The first thing on her mind was Kill Kill Kill. The Lord of some texts has deemed this night the Armageddon. The Cold Blooded Demiurge has taken up her seat of power upon a Mighty and active Volcano. Since the world would not bow and worship her in her full glory as they are supposed to. She sits Hate-Filled and Calculated awaiting the imminent Conflict that will end the world, perhaps even the universe.

//The dream I've been having since I was a child is that I am a huge black dragon who deems herself a goddess and tries to get the world to worship her. Depending upon the dream sometimes they all do then I end the entire Universe when I get tired of it. Sometimes no one does and it becomes a war to end the world. Others I have both followers and enemies then a great war ensues with varying results, but in the end I end it all.//

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Some deities I have found myself drawn to over the years are of the Persian persuasion, hell even some of the men I am attracted to are as well. I have nosed into the Goetia until I learned to call and even create my own demons. The Scarab image that represents Xeper (to come into being, to change, to exist, to create), especially as a walking goddess who is an artist. I have worked with alchemy for a few years. Although I do not make my own Colloidal suspensions, I do purchase some from the health store when I need one. I hope to have the money and space to create a lab for myself. I have found myself correlating to Discordia, Lillith, Samael, Hecate Diana (Yes I know they are separate goddesses, but Hecate does fit in the realm of goddesses I have been previously attracted to but the gematria correspondence was for both listed together).

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Since Man is God, I operate under woman is goddess, especially since my dreams and visions have all told me so since I was a child. I am a solider in the fight against the current ruling God. I have Removed myself from his regime before I left the womb. I am The Way to free those born Enslaved to the patricidal deity who created this world and truly create Utopia. Many follow me to worship at my temple, which as it would appear, the entrance is my womb by how the potential minions act.

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I have been Gothic since I was a teen, although I have always loved the life style as a child. It may have started with The Cure or perhaps Black Sabbath. I love to run around Barefoot and have issues with my Throat. I am not an Atheist, but I do honor and value my friends who are, it can be said I'm Atheist-friendly. I very much enjoy Chocolate and do love Earth Day, even if I love Water Day much more since I'm so at one with the ocean, the blood of mother Tiamat.

The corresponding words:

The fiend bad moon kill kill kill armageddon the lord demiurge volcano cold blood hate-filled conflict Basilisk Mighty calculated

The way enslaved removed soldier utopia man is god

Goetia discordia lillith samael Hecate Diana persian scarab colloidal

Barefoot throat gothic atheist chocolate black sabbath earth day