Musings of a Dragonatrix

I would have loved you in every definition of the word. From the purest heart's love to the cosmic, spiritual, soul entwining love. You seemed different, you were not like the other men here; yet here we stand. Over the past seven months I've over looked 4 or 5 incidents that pointed towards you were scoping other women. I was upset but didn't make a deal because you didn't claim me. But after all of this marriage talk and monogamous promises I held you to a higher standard. Heathens may have different ethics and far fewer spiritual laws, but we have a strict adherence to oaths. For example I have a death pact with a dear friend of mine, we vowed to die in each other's presence (attend each other's assisted suicide or die fighting side by side) which is a more sacred vow than even marriage since it is the last act you will ever do. We don't take promises lightly. I made the promise of monogamy just as serious. Apparently you didn't since you joined a si...

As a child I was raised with the propaganda of family first. I would be expected to take care of children, make food for the family, take care of the home, etc.; but don't forget to get an education and get a job until you get the family. Needless to say I was thoroughly confused. Everything I wanted to do ended up with the answer "how are you going to provide for your future?" "You will not be able to leave that when you get married." or even "no man will want you if you do that." I had an IQ in the 190s (still testing 180 after brain damage from autoimmune encephalitis), was years ahead of my classmates, perfect marks in the advanced placement classes, perfect attendance in school; but here I was being trained that nothing I wanted was good enough because I had to take care of men. I was simultaneously told that if I did well I could get into college, but have these skills because you are woman therefore don't get too far in a career. I revolted...