Musings of a Dragonatrix

While at Pagan Pride I came across this spiritual healer who worked with crystals, pranic, and even past life regression therapy. Her premise was that issues in this life (emotional, health, pains etc) could be caused by something in the past life. She would find out what it was, remove it and heal the person. Ideally this craft works once and need not repeated. I kept being drawn to the "spirit removal" words on the sign each time I walked past. I decided that it was only 35$ if it didn't fix my adrenal issues. I'm to the point of trying anything to heal as the doctors are not caring enough to look into it. I got there thinking she was going to bring up my draconic lives/soul or the various violent past lives... I told her I would like the adrenal failure looked at, knowing full well therapists cannot legally diagnosed, but I wanted a shot at healing whatever has had me ill for so long. I laid on the table, relaxed and closed my eyes. She tested me to see what kind...

[00:47] KashakuTatsu but yeah, karma is completely self-inflicted.... [00:47] KashakuTatsu if you have no guilties over something done, you keep going on like nothing happened [00:48] oblivion so karma is just a mental disorder :P ? [00:49] KashakuTatsu pretty much, consciences are kind of a mental disease and it's freeing to get rid of em [00:49] KashakuTatsu >.> I need to write that down somewhere XD

It is said that sometimes a dream is just a dream, or a feather is just a feather. Upon looking back over the past year I would beg to differ. The following are some dreams, visions and events of the past year that all seem to correlate into one large message.... just what that message could be exactly is another story... Dream-Periodically from September through November 2009: ***I was in a Samhain ritual with my ex and our newest clan-member. I didn't see her face, she was a bit chubby with black hair but I never saw her face. I watched as he got a little too friendly then initiated sex between them. Dream-Occasionally from October 2009 through March 2010: (the next three kind of progress) ***It was a hot sunny day, I watched my ex back out of the parking space in a black four door car. He was leaving to move in with his new fiancee. When he started to pull out of the parking lot he looked at me and was faceless. (At this time he had a small gray ae86 then a green soarer. ) Dr...

Chaos Magick is not named because it works within the chaos current or with chaos energies. It is called chaos magick because it itself does not have structure. "Nothing is true, all is permissible" is it's only tenet. This allows you to switch between paradigms (belief sets) at any given point of time. This is the same tenet as eclectic magic. So what's the big difference? There is hairline difference between eclectic and CM. CM states "nothing is true", therefore the moment you believe something to be true it ceases to be chaos magick and becomes eclectic. You also have to stay true to which ever paradigm you chose to be in at that moment. If you are into kemetic for the particular ritual you have to only use kemetic and nothing else exists for the duration of that ritual. The moment you try to mix paradigms, it ceases to be chaos magick and becomes eclectic. Chaosophy is a path (most practice it LHP style) that's devoted to the chaos current (218). ...

These are a few exerts from a book I recently got (which is ironically the first book I've found that's dedicated to my tradition) "...his process is always painful and may tear your world apart. Relationships, views, habits, beliefs and other attachments to the world may crumble to dust if this is needed to walk the Path further. This is inevitable and is a natural part of every initiation process....If you let the forces of chaos and dissolution into your life, do not run away when they start to reap their fruit. If you find yourself depressed, tired, sick or frightened, and the whole world around you is falling apart, do not turn your back on the Path and do not quit magic because this is the very sign of initiatory forces being at work... this is not a time for self-denial or giving yourself to weakness and inertia. This is a time to embrace the transformation and rise from the Darkness of the Void to the Light of spiritual rebirth." I came across this passage ...

Near death experiences are a hot topic for most people. As a species were are fascinated by death and as a result we're really fascinated by the concept of NDEs. A bit ago I had a suicide attempt that was really close. I was interrupted by someone finding me in the shower and getting me a baby sitter for the day to make sure I wasn't going to do anything stupid again. During the attempt I saw a dark mist surround me and the familiar scenery from my home realm. My "grandmother" looked at me with rage in her fiery eyes. She flapped her wings in agitation at me and snorted a hot smoke in my direction. "You are not allowed to leave that shell yet. You are not done." It felt like I was being flung back into the fleshbag I inhabit. I came to with someone pulling me out of the shower and I heard my "grandmother's" voice, "do not do that again." Most will say that during a NDE you see light and clouds. Almost to the level that if you see so...

Vampirism is a concept of energy siphoning off of another. People who are referred to as "Real Vampires" are those who cannot produce their own energy, so are forced to take it from another. The different "types" of vampires are only really which type of feeding is preferable to the individual. It doesn't mean a different species or that you're locked into that kind of feeding. The types are just named for where the energy is pulled from. Ethically, the target is a willing donor, but it's not required. Close proximity makes the process easier, but with practice long distance feeding is possible as long as you can establish the connection with the intended target.   Anyone can do and probably has done the feeding techniques. The thing that makes the person a vampire is the need to. These techniques can be done individually or combined. There are ways of performing astral sex with a being from another plane then feeding off of it, which is both sexual...